THEME: STORIES FROM MY PAST
X = X (as in EX)
I don't spend a lot of time thinking about my EX's that much.
My first husband... abusive cheater that only last 9 months.
My second husband .... mentally emotionally abusive and controlling that lasted 13 years.
Since I divorced them... I really don't spend much of my time thinking about them.
But I am going to give you the T ....
Out of all the BOYFRIENDS I have had I only ever loved 2. I won't name names because I want NO DRAMA but the two I loved one was in high school and one was in college.
I never loved my first husband at all. In fact the day we were going to get married I tried to leave through an escape exit but realized I was in heels on the second floor and while I was debating if it was worth it his Mom walked in and I couldn't run.
My second husband I loved for the first 2 years of our marriage but then I realized that what he was doing to me was WRONG. I stayed for another 11 years because of manipulation, control, and abuse.
The reason an EX is an EX is because they didn't meet EXpectations so they had to EXit your life so you could move on.
I hold no ill will to any EX... in fact I wish them all the best.