THEME: STORIES FROM MY PAST
U = Ugly
I've never claimed to be a beautiful person on the outside... I think my personality makes up for all my downfalls... or at least I hope it does. I wanted to take one post to point out all of my flaws... all the UGLY parts of Martha.
I bite my nails ... yea, sadly I have since I was 8 ... and I can't stop. Nail polish doesn't work on my nails either so it's a lost cause trying to make it look pretty.
I have a big nose. I've always hated my nose. German nose.
I am fat... and I can't help it. It's genetics and the medicines I take. Believe me I beat myself up about this far more than anything else. I have gotten used to the name calling cause I've been called "chunky" or "fat" my entire life.
I am short. Yep... 5'0" here.
My toes make a lot of popping noises.
My health... we all know I have LOTS of health problems... it sucks but I survive.
I don't like to lose but I am not a sore loser by any means. I won't pitch a fit but I am not real happy about being defeated in anything.
I am a glutton. I love food.
I get jealous a lot... can't help it. With what I've been through saying I have "trust issues" is an understatement.
I cuss a lot. Yea, from the moment I was a little 4 year old and the word "fuck" left my mouth.... I haven't stopped and don't plan to. I mind my manners in public but if I am comfortable I'll let 'em fly.
I crush over fictional characters and people I can't have. I think that says it all.
I want things to go my way in my favor... all the time and I get upset when they don't.
Since taking my depression pills my anger is curbed a lot but I used to have a temper.
My teeth are too big for my mouth. I was supposed to have braces at 12 but Mom and Dad couldn't truly afford them.
I am sneaky as fuck. Sneeeeeeeeeeak.
I worry too much.
I overthink EVERYTHING.
I have a big heart and I tend to get it hurt way to much.
I am over emotional, empathic, and highly sensitive.
I hold grudges.
I remember EVERYTHING. It's a burden and a curse sometimes.
I can't work because of my heart attack, asthma, and mental conditions.
I quote music and movies all the time.
I've trolled before and I'll probably do it again.
So there you have it.