Saturday, February 7, 2015

I have risen...

You can not deny who you are. 

You can run from it... 
but eventually it catches back 
up to you in the end. 

You might as well embrace it. 

Use it as a strength. 

Don't let it define you... 

I'm back. 

Back from a long sleep. 

I am awake now... fear me.

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Health Update - Cardiology Appt.

So I never updated how Cardiologist went today... so here it is.

I didn't see the new one. They scheduled me for Dr. Eway but at the office I used to go to... and guess what? He isn't at that one, he's at the other office. So I got to see my favorite doctor... S.C. She's awesome. I love her. So my heart is weak. Not up to par but it is stronger than it was after the stent placement so that's encouraging. No blockages in the main artery which made me tear up ... I was so overjoyed to hear that. To maintain and help this progress I am going to have to continue no sodium, all my medication, and exercise. It takes time for someone who had a heart attack and heart failure to bounce back. But she seemed hopeful I could do this. So that's the update. I go back in 6 weeks.

Friday, January 16, 2015

I owe WHAT?!?!?!

9 days in the hospital... this is my bill...


Thursday, January 15, 2015

Honoring my late father - Johnny Pittman

I received this in the mail today honoring my late Dad, 
Johnny Lee Pittman, Army Vietnam Veteran.

I love you Daddy. Well done.

Tuesday, December 30, 2014

Best and Worst of 2014

While I have all this "down" time... thought I'd do my best/worst of 2014

BEST of 2014

* Dolph Ziggler wins IC championship
* Sting finally in WWE
* WeeLC 'nuff said
* Erick Rowan's new character direction
* Dean Ambrose, enough said.
* The Hobbit Battle of the Five Armies
* Me finding TV Shows like Gotham, Orange is the New Black... and continuing great ones like Walking Dead, Game of Thrones, and Sons of Anarchy
* Sons of Anarchy final ride... perfect end to my fave show
* Star Wars episode 7 trailer
* Birth of my Quads... Moxley, Fleckie, Sweetie, & Puddin'
* Realizing I like veggies more than meat
* Reducing my soda to almost absolute zero
* All the great movies I saw and all that were announced.... what a great year.
* Winning my court case

WORST of 2014

* getting sick so much
* not able to get around as well
* the incident with Richard the liar
* Prices of things like food ... the increase in beef price esp.
* my temper
* Brock Lesnar as WWE Champ
* Brock Lesnar defeating Undertaker's undefeated streak at Wrestlemania 30
* The Authority return to power so quickly.
* End of Sons of Anarchy... I never wanted it to end.
* No family for entire 2014

This is just a few.... I am tired now.

Wednesday, November 26, 2014

Abusive Relationships

"I left my abusive relationship because ____" 

I was tired of being controlled and then tossed aside. I had lost so much of myself that I didn't even recognize ME anymore... it was time to reclaim myself. I had my heart attack... and I knew when he didn't show at the hospital to be at my side that there was NO LOVE... it was time to go.

Friday, November 7, 2014

Memories - Mom

Missed Mom today... thought of her when she used to drive me around and I'd pop in Marilyn Manson and her eyes would roll. She still let me be myself and rock out all the time. I am thankful I had a mother like her. It gets easier not to cry ... and those tears now turn to smiles with a few less tears.